Monday, March 27, 2006
today receive letter from SMU... talk abt wat Uni sch fees has increased but there's still ways for us the graduate to go Uni.. they got wat assistance & loans for the students... so they tink wif these, I can juz enter it??? hahaa.. like real.. where to get the $$ man.. so a serious qns pop out from my parents: 'boi ni you mei you xiang guo du da xue?' I hestitate for awhile & I juz reply no... so my dad told me tat I go Uni will benefit me in the future...
ya ya I know.. I oso wish & hope to go Uni but somehow feel tat something is pulling me back but I dunno wat is it.. burden?? responsibility?? results?? to hell wif it man! I didnt apply for it & the dateline is over so I juz haf to wait till next yr or the next next yr... so maybe I can use the period of serving NS & tink it over again... seriously I miss my sch times... sec sch & poly sch times... those fun, joy we haf in class, tutorial & lect... the talks during our recess, break & those times we went out after sch.. all the times we spend together... now 20yrs has gone & everyone goes separate ways... & those times wont return anymore... so tat's life huh? kind of sadded & irony rite?? yesterday was chatting wif zy on msn.. talk abt life.. it juz so weird & irony.. ppl are juz so pathetic..
she start work today.. so juz wish her all the best here... hopefully everything will turn well for her & her work wont be so stress...
